God’s Masterpiece

Posted by adamlepp in Heaven Bound, Life

My roommate showed me the video below a few weeks ago.  I can’t seem to let it go, I can’t seem to stop thinking about it.  I very much like controlling my life, and I don’t like surrendering that control up to God.

Especially these last few days.  I found myself at LifeLight last night.  To be honest, I wasn’t very excited about it and didn’t really want to go.  I met up with some friends and as we are talking, I turn around and hear the speaker at the Main Stage to hear Billy Grahm’s grandson say “You might not know why your here, but God knows why your here.  I laughed inside.  ”I’m just here to see some friends and then head back home” and “Whatever God, your not the reason I’m here today” I said to myself.

As you can probably guess, I was wrong and God did have something in store for me.  Well, I hooked up with another friend and our destination was the Souled Out Stage, but our path took us to the Coffee House tent.  I was instantly captivated by the worship found there.  God started to speak to me.

You see, A few days ago, I said a prayer much like the one said in the Video.  I asked God to do what ever it takes to make me more like His son.  I guess he doesn’t take long to get started.

Anyways, back to LifeLight.  I find myself drifting and thinking about the things I think about.  I wish so much that it God’s will was easier to discern, or maybe more to the point, easier to follow.  I think I spent the entire night wrestling with God and a good deal of it in tears.  I ask God to change my life, and when He starts, I resist.  Even now, as I right this post, I think about the paths that are set out before me, wondering which one I’ll walk down.  I hope it’s the right one, and I pray for strength to make the right decisions.  I pray that God would continue to chisel, no matter how much I struggle and try to run away.

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